Alezandra • 19 y/o • Bi
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SW: 176.1lbs (79.9kg)
Height: 5'7" (174cm)
GW1: 154.3lbs (70kg)
GW2: 143.3lbs (65kg)
GW3: 132.3lbs (60kg)
GW4: 121.3lbs (55kg)
UGW: 110.2lbs (50kg)
according to a naturally skinny friend i have
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doesn’t sound too bad to me.
cons to being fat:
- you’re fat
I will be at my goal weight or lower
I will be happy with my body
I will be a fit skinny girl
I will go to the gym every week
I will not eat shit, I will eat skinny
I will be liked.
I want to run my fingers over protruding collarbones.
I want to wrap my fingers around tiny wrists.
I want to count each individual rib, and slip my hands underneath them.
I want to see hip bones visible beneath my jeans.
I want to fit my hands around the top of my thigh.
I need to be so skinny, the skinniest of them all.
I want to run my fingers over protruding collarbones.
I want to wrap my fingers around tiny wrists.
I want to count each individual rib, and slip my hands underneath them.
I want to see hip bones visible beneath my jeans.
I want to fit my hands around the top of my thigh.
I need to be so skinny, the skinniest of them all.
Until my boyfriend actually worries about me instead of encourages me,
Until my friends and family notice just how much weight I’ve really lost,
Until none of my clothes fit and I’m forced to buy a whole new wardrobe,
Until my stomach is flat, my waist tiny, my fingers dainty,
Until I’m someone’s thinspo or body goals,
Until they say “You’re so skinny!” instead of “You’re not fat”,
Until they ask, “What’s your secret?”
Until they ask, “Do you even eat?”
Until I’m dead.
i want to be the thinnest girl in the room.
i want people to ask me how i did it.
i want to be the skinny friend.
i want to be able to fit in all my friends clothes.
i want to have a flat stomach.
i want to have a thigh gap.
i want rings to look cute on my fingers.
i want to look in the mirror and not cry.
i want to weigh myself and see a small number.
i want my arms to be small.
i want to wear cute clothes and not have it look disgusting.
i want to look like a model.
i want a chiseled jaw line.
i want my collar bones to be more defined.
i want my ribs to show when i breathe.
i want my hip bones to show.
i want a small face.
i want a small waist.
i want a nice back.
i want defined cheek bones with out makeup.
i want a medium shirt to look big in me.
i want to be envied for my body.
i want to wear bikinis.
i want to look good naked.
i want a nice ass.
i want my family to tell me i look good when they see me.
i want to be in control.
i want to reach my goal weight.
i want it to be easy to carry me.
i want people to tell me i’m “too thin”.
i want people to worry about my weight.
i want the scale to keep dropping.
i want people to do a double take for me.
i want people to feel my bones when they hug me.
i want my spine to show.
i want to look cute in candid photos.
i want to be “skinny shamed”.
i want to ask for a smaller size.
i want to drown in sweaters.
i want to look down and not see my belly.
i want people to be proud of me.
i want the people who bullied me to envy me.
i want to be somebodies thinspo.
i want to be underweight.
i want to be beautiful.
i want to be skinny.
i will be skinny.
I kinda want to be healthy and be able to eat everything and look fit and shiny and go to gym everyday and be a damn motovation to everyone, and then I realize that doing all that isn’t as comforting as doing it Ana’s way..
